"What really knocks me out is a book that, when you're all done reading it, you wish the author that wrote it was a terrific friend of yours and you could call him up on the phone whenever you felt like it." --Holden Caulfield
There have been so many times when I just completely buried myself in books and music and films because I was so sure that the makers of those would understand me better than anyone else. I got friendship out of those things. And it was great, I mean they couldn't exactly break my heart or anything. But it did get lonely. I don't know, adolescence is so weird. Growing up in suburbia is so weird. You're expected to find your best friend, your first love, your liberation and your inspiration all in one tiny town? What the fuck? Why would anyone want that? For these to be the happiest years? The reason why I care so much about school is because I need to get good grades so that I can go away to college and meet people who want to be in the same place that I want to be. That's it. I definitely don't get my kicks from getting A's. I just look around and see how dangerous it is to be shortsighted in high school. I love Holden. I always have, but part of me is just like "COME ON! You're gonna be miserable no matter what, might as well have a goal."
Yours Truly,
L.P.